In the absolute stillness, your laughter and smile are ever-present. Embedded in my mind is this picture of you that I hold on so tightly with fears that one day I can no longer reformulate it at an instant - cos then, how can I have you with me at an instant, always? If I forget? I know it’s impossible but it’s something I’ve come to fear.
It’s like you never left but your absence is present. In everything that we do, it becomes a reminder that you’re no longer with us. I’m still mad, I still think it’s unfair. But then I remember how extremely blessed we are to have an angel like you watching over us.
Still, there’s never a time I don’t wish that you were still with us.
I know you’re resting in paradise but I’m missing you so much.
I’ve never been the type to regret but I’ve come to regret this terribly. My biggest mistake, I wish I could take it all back.
Please keep the good close to my heart and the bad at a distance only to remind me what good is.
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